Ashlee Dashlee's Journal

Crying, to myself

2009-01-05T15:51:32Z

I cried again... Sometimes, I wonder to myself, how old am I? Am I old enough to suffer all this on my own? Sometimes, I think that it would have been better, much better, if I hadn't been born onto this world. If only I didn't exist at all...
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January 5th 2009

2009-01-05T11:52:56Z

My third entry so far... Woohoo~~~ Congrats Ashlee dear :)
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It's been a long tiring day~~~ When I came to class earlier today, others kept telling me that we were about to have our results. I didn't need to be worried, 'cos I knew I'd be qualified as a Good Student, kinda. Then I met Ha`, one of my friends who'd just lost her BlackBerry last Saturday T__T Poor girl T__T I was like, the last person who'd ever used her phone T___T Damn thieves, drop dead~
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Then, as usual, I kept praising Hayley to Duye^n, the girl who sits next to me, almost the whole first period. Then, the teacher said something about the results, didn't really care though, but my classmates, they all were super >"< Their marks are like, 9 dot somethin', gosh~~~ And then there was a Singaporean scholarship called "A' Star". Silly name, yeah, but kids in my school would kill for it, how silly~~~ I'm kinda sick of Singapore myself, so I never imagined me getting the thing or anything~~~ Just, some of my haters wanted it, so I wanted to see them die because of jealousy~~~ Anyway, like, two hours later, we received an announcement that, like, 27 or 28 students of my class got the forms, and, only 50 forms, 25 for girls and 25 for boys were provided for the whole grade~~~ Guess what? Yeah, I got one of them~~~ Not that surprising, though >"""<
We got into a small meeting room, and the vice principal said somethin' I didn't even feel like listening, but then, I decided that I would try taking the scholarship tests, then maybe I'll see those haters go up in smoke, LOL
In the afternoon, I hear some f***ers said something about students from class 9A5 got some kind of advantages, stuff like that~~~ STUPID ==" Arghh~~~ So mad~~ I know that my classmates are truly good, but those other guys just don't seem to understand~~~~ Really hate it~~~~~
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Anyway, gotta rush~~~ Got tons of homework to do, and I'm gonna have a deep sleep tonight, sometimes you have to give yourself relaxation, right :)

Jan 4th

2009-01-04T02:27:35Z

So this is my second entry~~~ It doesn't seem that Hayley from Paramore even cares about my reply, but I'll keep trying and reply to all her posts, cos she seems to reply to every single comment. How nice~~~
School sucks these days. For like, 2 weeks of the second semester, I received one 4 at literature and one 0 at ENGLISH. what a shame~ Like, I really wanna be a fashion designer now, really, i hate school. One more year 'til I go to the US, then VNese schooling is completely over, yay >""<
Haven't had any lucks with boys, *sniff sniffs* Those guys are jerks. The one who I care about, they end up liking someone who doesn't even know who they are!!! Stupid guys.
I hate my school~ I hate studying~~~ OMG I wanna be 18 so bad T___T
Just 4 more years T_T

First entry~~~

2009-01-03T16:35:53Z

So, then, the main reason that I ever created this page is because of ... HAYLEY WILLIAMS from PARAMORE~~~ She is totally my idol, and Paramore rocks~~~~~~~ Gosh~~~~
LOL, this is absolutely a dream, but then, I want Hayley to reply to some of my posts T___T
Gonna go to heaven if it happens~~~ Wish that paramore would go touring in Vietnam ~~~
Paramore!!!!!!!!